What am I doing?

Inner peace feels like cherries in spring and the leaves in August. It's like scratching an itch. Like finding a perfect puddle of water.

20060627

Prom was fun, but it was a little disappointing. It wasn't as flashy and big as I expected. Most of the night was talking and eating, then two hours from the end, we danced, but the songs were a bit unsuited for a formal event. It reminded me more of the Jesus Jam.

Afterwards we wanted to go play pool, but there was an age limit. So we went for Bubble Tea... and 5 of us went back to my place. Sadly, the little party at my house was a bit more eventful than the actual prom.

I'm not saying prom was bad, it WAS a night to remember, but totally not worth the $500 I spent for it.

Grad Breakfast was also pretty sad... to say bye to all the people I've known. Ah well... I got up and said a little speech on the open mike... and then I hugged a bunch of people and by the end, I was pretty happy/sad, happy cause I was leaving, and sad because I was leaving.

Going to Malaysia on Friday, so I'll keep in touch.

20060619

I've known you for a good part of my life, and now our time together is ending. But don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. This isn't an end to our friendship, it's just a comma, or the start of a new paragraph. Remember all the good times, and also the bad, because bad memories can also be a blessing. They bring about compassion, caring, and love. Whoever I grow up to be, I want you to know you've played an instrumental part in making me who I am and for that, you'll always be my friend. And whoever you grow up to be, always remember that you have a friend who cares about you. Thanks for everything that you've given me.

20060614

It's been 4 long years of good times and bad,
But now it's come to a climax, where all the friends I've made are about to fall away,
And now, I begin anew, a fresh start to my life.

I'm happy. Which makes me sad. Two days left before I lose myself and gain a new identity, before I can start off on new ground, where I can live my own life for once.

Thank you to all my friends, you guys and girls know who you are. You've kept me standing all these years, and no matter what I went through, you all pulled me out of the hole I was in. Thanks to the staff at STFX, especially my teachers and counselors, you've been lenient, generous and there for me when I needed it. And finally, thanks to my family. I'll be somewhat glad to be rid of you, but thanks for all you've done for me.

This is IT. THIS IS THE END. I am off to bigger and better things, but I'll never forget my HS years, because this is where I learned to love, to share, to laugh, to play. Screw Fisher-Price, true life is High School.

20060609

You hear about it, but you don't live it, and that disconnects you.

But when you live it, you really live it, and it kills a part of you.

Most tragedies have to be lived before they can be felt.

And most tragedies have to be felt before they can be understood.

20060606

You are a

Social Moderate
(50% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(21% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat




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Greed:Very Low
Gluttony:Very Low
Wrath:Low
Sloth:Medium
Envy:Very Low
Lust:Low
Pride:Low

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20060603

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