So yeah, today I found out I'm a big dork and most likely the laziest person ever.

I haven't finished my physics homework, I'm slacking off by watching youtube vids right now, and I still get excited over Kinder Surprise eggs. I have a collection of stupid toys on my windowsill, but I'm too lazy to put them in a box or something... Maybe I'll leave them there as a 'testament to my childhood' or something poetic like that... or maybe I'll donate them to some of my friends who never seem to grow up.

Anyways, yeah, I got my writing skill back. A few days ago I was completely out of it, had this huge mental block, and couldn't do shit, including talk to anyone. So I just went out at like, 1 AM and got in round about 4, which was actually a good thing because I had some time to just get things in order. Life here has been pretty confusing to say the least; I feel like I'm on LCD 90% of the time, and the other 10% of the time I can't walk straight. Needless to say, writing and thinking has become a chore.

So I've gone back to writing, mostly on the Board. It's weird how so many people are having ideas to write books and novel and crap like that, but not many people stick with it. Personally, I don't think I could ever write on demand. It's hard, for one thing, like swallowing an orange, and on top of that, you're pretty much screwed if the book fails, so it's a huge risk. I'm just going to stick with posting and short stories, and maybe one day I'll have the balls to go out and sell whatever crap I've spewed from my head. Until then... no.

I haven't moved for like, 4 hours. I started to play FFVII... BR... even WC3, after a long hiatus from gaming. I don't find it that engaging anymore. Sure, I mean, they're still fun, but I just have this sense that I'm wasting my time. I'm on Facebook 40% of my day anyways, and my homework is piling up. I haven't even bought my textbooks for Chrissake, so maybe I'd better get on that soon...

Yes I'm rambling, but it's 1:23 AM and I have an early class tomorrow. Hop to it, you fucker.